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I don't know why I feel this way.

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 15, 2009, 9:11 PM
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I don't have anyone to talk to. It feels like no one understands, even though I'm sure someone does, but I don't want to vent to anyone. I'd feel horrible and awful about it. So what do I do now? Just sit and wonder how else I could possibly hate my life, or how much I dislike people? I really could live quite happily without people. Maybe I'll live in a cabin in the woods. Or maybe I should just end it all now. I feel so alone even though I'm surrounded by people. All I want to do is crawl into bed and stay there until I die. I'm trying so hard not to overdose on my medications right now. I'm just so sick of this shit. I'm sick of feeling this way. I'm sick of being a burden. I'm sick of overanalyzing things to the point where I can't breathe. My medication isn't working anymore. I think I need to go back to the hospital.

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  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: My pathetic crying
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: the wall in the bathroom.
  • Playing: an impossible game called life..it'll never change
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
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~bowlcutavenger 3 days 42 minutes ago
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~Sebastian14 3 days 39 minutes ago
no problem love!

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=MistRaven Nov 12, 2009, 9:29:52 PM
thanks for the fav hun

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~Sebastian14 Nov 12, 2009, 9:31:36 PM
no problem. You deserve it love.

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"'We need to talk', never meant anything good. It was never something along the lines of, 'I think we need to have more sex'. "~Eden

"I feel like an angel baby swaddled in a cocoon of cloud candy."
~Tim Curry (Psych "American Duos")
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=MistRaven Nov 13, 2009, 6:25:18 AM
thanks hun

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~51224 Nov 11, 2009, 8:34:33 PM
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~kiva-sama Nov 7, 2009, 2:26:25 PM
Thanks alot for fave <3

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~Sebastian14 Nov 7, 2009, 2:44:37 PM
your welcome.

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"'We need to talk', never meant anything good. It was never something along the lines of, 'I think we need to have more sex'. "~Eden

"I feel like an angel baby swaddled in a cocoon of cloud candy."
~Tim Curry (Psych "American Duos")
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=reitschule Nov 1, 2009, 3:11:12 PM
Hey, thanks for the fav! <3
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Oooh, thank you very much for faving my Halloween costume!:la:
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